Finding a Local Arts Scene

Bradford Fine Artists

In 2014, my boyfriend (now husband) and I moved to Bradford, Ontario – a small town about an hour’s drive north of Toronto and forty-five minutes from where I had been living previously in Markham.

Markham is by no means a metropolis (though it did officially change from Town to City status in 2012 and has a population that is literally 1,000 times larger than Bradford), but it is bigger than Bradford and also that-much closer to Toronto.

When we moved to Bradford, we were thinking of a whole host of considerations: affordable housing, proximity to work, caliber of schools… “Arts scene” wasn’t top of mind for us in the decision-making process.

But I was pleasantly surprised to find, a few months after we moved in, that vibrant arts scenes can be found even when you’re not looking.

Driving Bradford’s literary arts scene – in my opinion – is Bradford’s library. Bradford truly has an amazing library with great programming. The library hosts a monthly Writers Circle, Book Club and Film Screenings. In addition, they offer Open Mic Nights, Jazz Nights and Spoken Word evenings that add variety and an opportunity to network in the community.

Bradford also harbours a group of dedicated art enthusiasts. Three dedicated artists – Janie Kuzmyk, Brad Houghton, and Shelby Thoms – are working to quite literally carve out a space for the arts in Bradford. They recently registered a not-for-profit arts organization named Bradford Fine Artists with a mandate to promote and showcase local artists while raising awareness, support, and funding for a dedicated arts space in Bradford. These artists understand the importance of art, that artists of all kinds need space to flourish, and that an arts presence is beneficial to every community. I was recently honoured to be asked to join as a member for Bradford Fine Artists, and am terribly excited at the opportunity to get even more involved in the community and in the local arts scene.

As I’ve mentioned in previous posts, the past few years have been a whirlwind, with my husband and I moving four times in just under two years. It’s easy to feel uprooted when you’re calling a new place home every few months. But one of my favourite quotes has always been: wherever you go, there you are. I feel blessed to somehow always find kindred spirits, such as the neighbour down the street who is also writing a book, or the friends from my yoga studio who are amazing supporters of my novel.

Looking back, it’s good that I didn’t have “local arts scene” at the top of my list of criteria for a new town to live in. If I did, I might not have chosen Bradford. To the distant observer, a town of 30,000, compared to Markham’s 300,000 or Toronto’s 3 million, might seem too small to have anything big going on. But great things are happening here all the time, and there are unique experiences to be found in joining a close-knit community.

Ever passing through town? Stop by Bradford, check out the library, find some friends. It’s a pretty sweet spot, if I may say so myself.

Fellow Hot Yoga Bradford YTTs and the yoga studio owner at the Lotus Heart Centre retreat in Brighton

Mia Herrera – Yoga Teacher In Training

Fellow Hot Yoga Bradford YTTs and the yoga studio owner at the Lotus Heart Centre retreat in Brighton

Fellow Hot Yoga Bradford YTTs and the yoga studio owner at the Lotus Heart Centre retreat in Brighton

This weekend, I visited the Lotus Heart Centre in Brighton, Ontario for a yoga retreat. Since taking a hiatus from blogging for a little while, I’ve neglected to mention a few key activities I’ve been participating in, one of them being yoga teacher training.

I signed up as yoga teacher trainee (YTT) October 2014. I’ve been a yoga student on and off for years and was thinking of joining the YTT program for the past two years, but finally decided to join after moving to Bradford last year to get more involved in the community.

The YTT journey has been an amazing one, and far more complex than I anticipated. You can ask any yogini and she will tell you the same thing: Yoga is more than just physical poses; it’s something that requires body, mind, and spirit, and it calls for great perseverance, patience, and practice.

The Lotus Heart Centre retreat brought all YTTs from all three sister Ananda Yoga studios (located in Bradford, Aurora, and Georgina) together. As with the rest of the YTT program, the retreat gave me an opportunity to get to know some amazing people and focus deeply on my yoga practice.

Leading up to the YTT retreat, I was looking forward to two full days of uninterrupted yoga practice. I didn’t count on the amount of introspection the retreat encouraged as well. The retreat and the amount of time allowed for meditation gave me an opportunity to think about my life, assess where I am, and determine how I feel about it. The YTT retreat also helped me realize how important writing is to my personality. (Yes, somehow I always end up back at writing).

Writing is an integral part of my personality but, if I were to be honest, it often seems to get buried under the rest of my life. It seems that, for the past week, writing has been asserting its place as an important priority in my life – yelling, “Look at me! Don’t forget me!”

I noticed it first at the Bradford studio last Tuesday. There was a book on the shelf – one of those ones with 365 intentions – “messages from your angels.” I picked the book up, flipped to a random page, and found the following message (image on the right). I thought it was coincidental – writing being such an important (and yet sadly neglected) part of my personality and landing on this page.

"You've probably had many clues throughout your life that writing is part of your nature and purpose. This is a message for you to take time today to sit down and pick up your pen."

“You’ve probably had many clues throughout your life that writing is part of your nature and purpose. This is a message for you to take time today to sit down and pick up your pen.”

But then, yesterday (Saturday) night, as we were waiting for meditation to begin, a lady beside me pulled out a deck of oracle cards – coincidentally cards that were apparently from our angels again – and the card I was handed told me that I need to clear my mind to be more receptive to messages the world was giving me – whether these were messages from strangers that seemed to be hitting close to home or messages that seem to be coming up repeatedly.

Finally, during our last vinyasa practice this morning (Sunday), each student received a random intention card to read after they completed their practice. I looked at mine to find that it was a card all about expressing myself – about finding my creativity and finally voicing it.

It was at this point that I realized there is no single part of myself that I can separate out from the rest. A little while ago, I began drafting a blog post about how it seems that so many parts of my identity are compartmentalized – from what I do at work, to what I do at home, the person I am with friends, to the person I am with family, the hobbies I pursue in the yoga studio, to the hobbies I pursue in my notebook… all wildly different parts of myself that, oftentimes, don’t meet.

But I realize now that, no matter how varied these parts may feel, in the end, it all leads right back to myself. Becoming a yoga teacher has taken a lot of my time and attention, but it doesn’t make me any less of a writer. If ever, it’s enriched my ability to look inside myself and figure out exactly what I want to say. Even better, as I’ve seen this week, when I am having trouble finding my voice, it gives me an opportunity to reflect and find myself.

This blog, though varied, often has a narrow focus on me as a writer. It includes posts about readings, launches, and the writing process itself, as well as information about articles I write and reviews for games I play. I now realize I need to take a more holistic approach to this blog to fully explain exactly who I am and what my writing is all about. I’ll try better in future. As my angels have said, the more I listen to what the world is saying, the more creatively I can express myself.

And with that being said, from my yoga self, from my writing self but, most of all, from myself – from my light to yours – namaste.

 

P.S. I’ve officially added a new category to my website: Yoga!

Cappuccino at the Supermarket

Recap: Inanna Publications Spring Book Launch No. 2

Every cry in the vortex
Is the search for terra firma

Every repetition the desire
For new earth, as it were

A firmer future, a newer here;
Sand castles that do not disappear

– travel tips by Adebe DeRango-Adem

 

Yesterday I attended Inanna Publications Spring Book Launch No. 2. The event was to launch four books – all of which I would recommend:

  • Dancing in Red Shoes Will Kill You by Donna Decker
    A novel about the imagined lives of three women as they approach the date of the Montreal Massacre
  • Terra Incognita by Adebe DeRango-Adem
    A collection of poems that “explore various racial discourses and interracial crossings buried in history’s grand narratives”
  • Moments of Joy by Cecilia Frey
    A novel that explores how a dysfunctional family comes to terms with “the capricious workings of fate and the human heart” as the patriarch of a family dies of cancer
  • A Hero by Charlotte Mendel
    A novel that entwines the stories of a state war with familial conflict

I must admit that I have never before felt like more of a country mouse than I did at the beginning of Wednesday evening. I left work early for the almost-two-hour drive to the city, tried my best to find parking, and then hunted up some dinner. I know all of this together doesn’t sound like it should be such an ordeal, but I was particularly mortified when I entered a small cafe and ordered “anything on the menu with meat,” only to be told I was in a vegan establishment (surrounded on all four corners by other vegan/vegetarian establishments) – a far cry from the selection of Swiss Chalet/Harveys/Pizza Hut that I am used to in my town. It’s not that I am opposed to vegan food – I quite enjoyed my vegan pizza – but it did hit home how out-of-my-element I was.

Let’s be honest – I’m a writer. My element is being alone, in a quiet room, with a notebook for company. I’m not always the best at meeting new people, networking, or being in social situations in general, which is maybe why it’s been so many months since the last book launch I attended. BUT… when the readings started…

I was enthralled. Taken in by the dry humour of Cecilia Frey, the passion of Charlotte Mendel, the intensity of Donna Decker, and sheer poetry of Adebe DeRango-Adem.

There’s something to say about getting out of your comfort zone, only to find it again. I might like being alone, but I also like to hear beautiful, beautiful writing just as much. I was able to find the latter at Inanna’s second book launch event. And, at the end of the night, I left feeling rejuvenated – the part of me that maybe doesn’t get out that often refreshed, ready to move about my day-to-day life again.

I left the event remembering that writing is my way of searching for terra firma – to find new earth. And sometimes, when I’m lucky, I do.

Inanna Publications Spring Book Launch No. 2 Event Info

Inanna Publications Toronto Spring Book Launch No.2

Inanna Publications Spring Book Launch No. 2 Event Info

Inanna Publications Spring Book Launch No. 2 Event Info

Next Wednesday, May 27, I will be attending Inanna Publications Second Spring Book Launch featuring readings by Donna Decker, Adebe DeRango-Adem, Cecilia Frey and Charlotte Mendel. The free event is being held in Supermarket in Kensington Market (268 Augusta Ave, Toronto, ON).

Since moving further up north, I haven’t been out and about in Toronto as much as I used to be, and I’m really looking forward to this event. It will be even better with a few familiar faces around to catch up with, so I encourage all my writing, arts, and literary pals to come out and attend 🙂

Speaking of Inanna and book launches, I may have some exciting news to share in a little while. But, until then, all I can say is… stay tuned and I hope to see you all there!

The cover of the Amber Diceless Role Playing Game book

Game Review: Amber Diceless Role Playing Game

The cover of the Amber Diceless Role Playing Game book

The cover of the Amber Diceless Role Playing Game book

Key Designer: Erick Wujcik

Distributor: Out of Print, but you can purchase the PDF on DriveThruRPG.com

Amber Diceless is a role playing game based on the fictional universe of Amber, found in the Amber novels written by Roger Zelazny written between 1970 to 1991. The game is conducted verbally, requiring no game pieces, dice or boards. Games are begun with an attribute auction, where characters use a set number of points to bid on four different attributes (psyche, strength, endurance and warfare) and items. When the attribute auction ends, players have a better understanding of their characters’ unique skills and how they compare to other characters in the game if they were to meet in, for example, hand-to-hand combat. Scenes are set by the game master and conflicts are resolved through joint narrative description of action by the players and game master.

Amber Diceless was my first role playing game so I’m fairly new (to say the very least) to the role playing scene in general. I purchased the Amber Diceless book years ago, but learning how to play and/or run the game felt daunting, having never seen a game in action before. That’s what led to my decision to pack my staff and take an impromptu road trip to Livonia, Michigan after work at the end of March. I stopped in Waterloo along the way to pick up my cousin so we could attend our very first AmberCon.

When my cousin and I arrived at the Embassy Suites where the convention was being held, we were told that the AmberCon group reserved a board room on the far side of the hotel. When we visited the board room, we were surprised to find a tiny meeting room with only a handful of people in it. We weren’t scheduled to play a game until the next day, but were disappointed to think that we had driven six hours to a convention with only five people in attendance.

Little did we know that games were being played all over the hotel in attendees rooms. The Embassy Suites is perfectly suited to the convention due to having designated seating areas in each guest room. The next morning, my cousin and I arrived early to our game master’s room and waited as fellow players filtered in. There were five of us in total (not including our game master). Since we were joining a campaign that had been running for years, our game master communicated with us via email before our arrival to hammer out character details, forgoing the regular attribute auction.

Once our game master walked out, he dove right into the game, which consisted quite literally of a verbal description of our setting. I was amazed at the level of detail our game master placed into the setting, from the way the room looked that we were supposed to be standing in, to the smells and distinct colours around us, to the tiniest details of our uniforms and gear (we were playing as special ops team members combating descendants of Amber).

Our game lasted seven and a half hours. There were no props, no die, no boards – just six people in a room talking out a scenario as it unfolded before us. It was joint story-telling in action and reminded me of the days when I would get so into a series (ahem, yes, I was a big Potter fan) and would fall into intricate worlds of fan fiction on Potter forums where users each took turns telling another part of the story.

For me, the endearing thing about Amber Diceless was the way it took you away from conversation props (whether that be a smart phone, computer, or even a board and die) and put you face to face with your peers, forcing you to engage in a collaborative manner. Furthermore, just like the books that Amber Diceless is based on, literally anything can go in an Amber game if it makes sense within the parameters of the character you created. The whole concept of the Amber series rests on the fact that there is one world – Amber – and multiple, infinite shadows that exist based on this one world. This means that literally anything you can imagine can be true.

As a person who loves games, I thoroughly enjoyed my time playing Amber Diceless. I left with a deeply-rooted respect for my game master and fellow players, many of who’ve been dedicated to Amber Diceless for decades. As someone who enjoys adventure, I had a kick planning a last minute trip to Michigan. But, more than anything, as someone who loves writing, Amber Diceless rekindled a sense of excitement and possibility, particularly in the realm of storytelling, that I often have to try hard to hang on to. And with so much good in one game, I don’t know what else I can do other than recommend it. The game can strike one as a bit odd upon first hearing about it (even as a game lover, I wasn’t too sure how to wrap my head around Amber Diceless until I actually played it), but you can’t knock it till you try it.

If you’re interested in trying out Amber but don’t know anyone in your area running a game, consider visiting one of the conventions. I was nervous to attend, not knowing anyone and feeling a bit like a party crasher of a continuing campaign, but the Amber bunch is extremely welcoming and everyone I met seemed genuinely to meet new visitors. There are conventions held in Michigan, Portland and Ireland, that I know of. Road trip, anyone?

Reading at the Writers from the Underground event

My Second Reading: Writers from the Underground

Reading at the Writers from the Underground event

Reading at the Writers from the Underground event

On Saturday, May 24, I read an excerpt from a banned book and an excerpt from my novel Shade for Doors Open Toronto. Hosted in the Heritage Room of the Metropolitan United Church, the event titled Writers from the Underground featured writing that was banned or “driven underground” in a quite literally underground space.

It was thrilling to read amongst a lineup of authors such as Farzana Doctor – who I had interviewed for a feature article just three short years ago – and Karen Connelly – who had provided both writing insight and guidance to me more than five years ago, when she was Writer-in-Residence at the University of Toronto and I was still trying to figure out where to go after graduation. Even more amazing was hearing from my talented fellow mentees – Deepa Shanakaran and James Papoutsis, among so many others.

The room, though tiny, had great ambiance. And now I can say that I’ve read at an event with standing room only!

For the censored book, I chose Noli Me Tangere by Jose Rizal. It was surreal reading my work – set in the Philippines – right after one of the most defining Filipino texts of all time. As I mentioned during the reading, no matter how much time has passed or how much space is between Canada and the Philippines, some things remain quintessentially Filipino – the big families, vibrant conversations, and meddlesome nature of everyone who loves each other and is involved in each other’s business!

After the reading, a woman approached me outside and said she really liked the excerpt from my novel. She browsed through the piles of books available on the table and asked where mine was. I had to tell her it wasn’t there… yet! Hopefully it will be soon.

My parents and my brother attended as well, and that was perhaps the best and most terrifying part of the afternoon. I read a quote from Rita Mae Brown that said, “Writers will happen in the best of families.” Somehow I happened to mine and, while it may not always make sense, it’s nice to know I have people rooting for me in the crowd.

Thanks once again to DD for organizing an amazing event.

Two-year Update

It’s been almost two years since my last post, and I really have no good excuse for the lack of updating other than the fact that life (as it usually does) got in the way. How do you account for two years of time? I thought a quick and easy way would be via a quick photo montage summarizing the highlights:

Between 2012 and today…

I moved four times – into the very first home I owned in Markham, all the way to the country with my boyfriend, into a suburb in Georgina (which ended up finding its way into my novel), and finally to our forever home in Simcoe County.

New Home(s)

I studied a lot, obtaining a Certificate in Adult Education/Staff Training from Seneca College, starting (and thus far completing 7 out of 9) courses for a Certificate in Human Resources Management from Centennial College, and obtaining my Project Management Professional certification.

Finally a PMP!

I crossed a few things off my bucket list – having my very own library (courtesy of Mat), a wine collection to drink, a spice rack, and going fishing, among other things.

Bucket List Accomplishments

I expanded my family. My brother got married and I adopted Bear.

Family Expansion

I worked and experienced a lot of fun and new things (i.e. Special Olympics) while figuring out a few others (i.e. to Oxford comma or not to Oxford comma? I am sure this dilemma will provide a wealth of blogging content later).

Work

And last, but certainly not least, I thankfully did a bit of writing. With much help from the Diaspora Dialogues Long-Form Mentorship Program and my mentor, David Layton, I managed to finish my novel (for now).

Now that we’re up to speed, I hope to blog more regularly. There are tonnes of new things on the go, so I hope to see everyone soon.

And with that being said, belated happy new year to you and yours, from 2012 until now!

“Next Time” Media – CBC Radio & the Markham Economist and Sun

My mentorship with Diaspora Dialogues and publication in TOK led me to new experiences, ushering me into a world of finger foods and wine, book launches and literary powwows and, bizarrely enough, interviews with press and radio personnel. I say “bizarrely enough” because I am used to being on the other side of journalism – the side that asks questions and forms stories rather than the one that becomes the story.

After the publication of “Next Time,” however, I found myself the subject of a few reporters’ interests.

One interview I did was with CBC Radio’s Metro Morning show. Released on the launch date of TOK 7, it may be found online via the Metro Morning webpage.

Another one appeared in the Markham Economist and Sun, and I’ll post the link soon if it can be found online. In the meantime, my brother was kind enough to take a photo of the publication and upload it to Facebook, where comments of, “Thank God it wasn’t a Wanted poster,” began peppering his page.

An article in the Markham Economist and Sun

Though it’s odd being the subject of interviews as opposed to the interviewer, it’s definitely much easier answering questions as opposed to formulating a story, asking questions, and transcribing it after (oh, dear Lord, I’ll never miss transcribing). The one thing I feel iffy about is having my friends and family read or hear the interviews later. Somehow I feel less awkward at the thought of strangers reading about my personal life as opposed to those actually involved in my personal life. I’m not sure if that’s a feeling I can ever get accustomed to.

Either way, thank you Aparita Bhandari from CBC Radio and Simon Martin from the Markham Economist and Sun for featuring me and promoting Diaspora Dialogues on your sites and media channels. It’s been a great experience and is much appreciated.

TOK: Writing the New Toronto, Book 7 Launch

On Wednesday, May 9, the latest (and last) installment of the TOK series launched at Gladstone Hotel. The night was a great success, featuring readings by my fellow emerging writers, James Papoutsis, Zalika Reid-Benta and Yaya Yao, as well as a panel discussion involving mentors Moez Surani and Olive Senior. The turnout was huge, the beer ice cold, and finger foods great. Despite the fact that I drove (read: sat) in traffic for literally 2 ½ hours to get there (Grrr, I hate driving downtown), I’m happy I attended the TOK launch. Such events are always inspiring for me as a writer, not to mention the amazing sense of accomplishment it offered to finally see “Next Time” in print. Some kindly man even asked for my autograph, which was a definite first!

As always, thank you once again to Diaspora Dialogues staff – Helen, Natalie, Jordan and Holly – for organizing everything from the program to the anthology to the launch, and offering an amazing support network for emerging writers. The Diaspora Dialogues experience is one that keeps giving.

I am extremely fortunate to have experienced Diaspora Dialogues’ short form mentoring program, especially since I managed to sneak into its last year running. From now on, Diaspora Dialogues is offering a long form mentoring program, which I hope to apply for, that will offer emerging writers greater in-depth opportunities to hone their craft and ready a book-length project for publication. If you’re an emerging writer with a book in the desk drawer, this program is certainly one to consider.

If you have time, be sure to check Diaspora Dialogues out. Any support for the organization would be greatly appreciated, whether through donation or through purchasing a TOK book, so the organization can continue its support of emerging writers. The seventh edition of TOK contains the recurring theme of hope. The book submerges readers into a world of complex and compelling characters, offering greater insights into the dynamics men face in our society. I’m honoured to be among the authors in TOK 7. Trust me, the book is well worth the read.

My First Reading Ever

Glowing with relief with my parents after my reading at Diaspora Dialogues’ “Toronto the Bad” event was done.

On Friday, April 20 I participated in my first reading ever. There’s a million things I could say about the event, from my anxiety in the face of public speaking, to my worry about what my parents would think, to the seeming serendipity of reading at an event I had been an awed witness of only a few years earlier. I could even touch on the way my voice shook from terror during my introduction, the way I zoned into the story halfway through, my failure to properly adjust the mic and therefore my need to talk into it through the side of my mouth, or that one annoying piece of hair that kept falling into my eyes. Perhaps I could even recap the fear I had when the reading was done, during which I realized I was in front of about 100 people reading my personal thoughts, and I just ran off stage.

But three weeks later, it still feels fresh enough to frighten, awe, and amaze me. Three weeks later, I’m still too shy to watch the video my Dad discreetly taped of me (against my wishes!), too high from the idea that I actually got paid for fiction, and too grateful to fully grasp the fact that one of the readers on stage was me and this week I’ll be published in this year’s TOK anthology.

Perhaps, when it all boils down to it, all I’d really like to say is, Thank you. To Diaspora Dialogues for the opportunity, to Olive Senior for the mentorship, to my fellow emerging writers for coming out and showing support at the event, and to my lovely boyfriend and family for witnessing me freak out, advising me to breathe, and allowing me to break their hands while I squeezed it out of fear and nervousness.

If you’re interested in finding me much more calm and composed at another awesome event, feel free to visit the Gladstone Hotel Ballroom at 7:30pm this Wednesday night (May 9). TOK: Writing the New Toronto, Book 7 will be launched – the book in which my short story, “Next Time,” is published. Accompanying the launch are readings by my fellow emerging writers, James Papotsis, Zalika Reid-Benta, and Yaya Yao, and a panel discussion between Moez Surani and Olive Senior.